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2010-07-09T17:04:00.001+08:00

heck. i dont know what shes singing.
but shes cute.
((:

2010-07-07T00:42:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Y.

2010-07-03T20:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday A.

2010-05-20T18:19:00.003+08:00

CONGRATS to all IIT grads!!
officially TP alumna/alumnus.
((:

C163'2007-2010
8 out of 19. dont know where the rest disappear to.
okay la. better than nothing. ((:

a simple graduation yesterday.
photo session then dinner at popeyes with the people in the photo above (except pohsiew).
slack at starbucks & home sweet home.

anyway lately people been talking about this boy, greyson chance.

another young talent.
bieber, charice & now him.

2010-05-15T13:03:00.000+08:00

a charming dear boy, Nyi Khant Aung Zin.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

wishing you a whole loads of happiness & colourful sweet days ahead.
be a good boy & stop poking your teachers just to hear them blabber nonsense okay?
miss you so much. lots of love. ♥♥

anyway yesterday meet-up with the boys.
wouldnt it be awesome if fifi & weewee were there too. )):
& being in school really remind me of those good old days with poly mates.

so pass the boys the things that fretsie bought for them & the shirts.
urgghh. i forgot to pass ben the photo of mike that had been rotting inside my wallet!!
aging brain.

ouhh.
i feel like watching the last song & go kite flying.
((:

2010-05-03T13:28:00.005+08:00

yes! i hate going to bed mad or upset with someone i truly care about.
yesterday night it was so obvious that sister asked "why your face like so stress?"
will take some time to fully recover from the mad-ness.

anyway, it was just last week im having such a good time in myanmar.
now im in singapore dying of boredom.
)):

the days fly so fast lately.
whyohwhy.
time slows down please.

but the second trip was yet another priceless sweet memorable experience.
every single seconds was filled with smile, laughter & love.
how i wish its more than just 5days.

hmmm so managed to buy my jade ball pendant.
happyhappyhappy.
((:

andandand.
daniel surprised me by buying for me a hairpin.
a truly dearly boy indeed. melt my heart seh.

not forgetting the super thoughtful nyimin and nyikhant too.
was shocked to see them at the airport la.
arent they just sooooo sweet.

already missing the kids so much.
sadly i didnt take much photos with them.
haiyo. what am i doing when im there sia.

hahah. i know.
im busy admiring the new student, htat soe.
he is super duper cute la.

sadly he dont like me cause im a girl.
tsk. sexist seh. so unfair la.
but never mind. i still like him. ((:

2010-04-26T14:31:00.004+08:00

"but I never told you
what I should have said
no I never told you
i just held it in"

"so airplane airplane sorry im late
im on my way so dont close that gate
if i dont make that then i'll switch my flight
and i’ll be right back at it by the end of the night

can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now"

maybe i shall try my luck on wednesday & sunday.
i will be the damn silly girl who wishes out of airplanes.
((:

anyway, thinking about when would the unions next hello be was anguishing.
the faint taste of goodbyes.
but cant be help i guess?

someone would leave.
actually someone ALWAYS leaves.
so one bear hug before parting.

& slowly the memories come back to life.
remembering those simple things would drop a tear.
then finally having to bid goodbye.

so time would make it easier.
thats what everyone ALWAYS said.

at times like this, it was nice to be alone.
not having to smile & look pleased.
a relief to stare dejectedly at anything.

go.going.gone.

2010-04-19T13:32:00.004+08:00

to my beloved student, Khin Yoon Tha.
& unions lolo, Bernard Aloysius Lee.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

a special birthday wish full of smiles, laughter, joy & memories.
study hard girl. hope lovely surprises are coming your way. ((:
hugs & kisses. muacks. ♥♥

hope you enjoy the simple celebration with unions. (though its incomplete)
continue to brighten others life & fill it with joy by doing the 4 things okay?
& dont get mad too often. not good. ((:

used to look forward to the day, but now... mixed feelings.
the goodbye will be painful.
the misses will not be a pleasure.

everything will be in doubt.
U-N-C-E-R-T-A-I-N-T-Y.
never know if we will say our next hello.

2010-04-13T13:52:00.004+08:00

to a dearest, cheerful student of mine.
Kaung Htet Hein (Kaung Kaung)
Happy Birthday!!

hope that everything you do turns out happy for you.
& all that you wish comes your way.
warm & loving wishes, with lots of love. muacks. ♥♥

anyway yesterday went to fifi band concert with the incomplete union.

black & white is the union colour. ((:

kudos to st pats military band & the alumni band.
but double kudos to st stephens brass band.

actually was looking forward to the finale.
but oh wells. its okay.
& desmond cut his hair!! hahhahaz. yeahh right pre-ns.

2010-04-02T13:23:00.004+08:00

without a doubt.
to a very dearly boy, Sesane Win aka Daniel.
Happy Birthday!!

wishes you happy moments always.
may all your dreams come true.
lots of love. muacks. ♥♥
((:

anyway...
i ♥ derek hough la.
love the paso doble that he choreograph for the video, parachute.
no actually love all the dances that he choreograph.
cheryl cole should join dancing with the stars & be pair up with derek.
kan best gitu.

2010-03-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

aku tak nak pisang berbuah dua kali.
after DIRECT TRANSLATION... i dont want banana fruit two times.
ohmyohmyohmy.

direct translation is a total NONO!!
but still its kinda hilarious.
especially for a totally mat berjiwa melayu trying to speaking london.

lolx.
funny adnan sempit.
anyway today went to watch diary of a wimpy kid with tepung.

but as usual.
reading the book is way better than watching the movie.
((:

andandand.
before i forget.
tomorrow is someone special day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST STUDENT, KYAW HTET NIANG aka NIKO!!

best wishes & study hard.
((:

2010-03-12T14:15:00.003+08:00

"Temasek Polytechnic will be setting up a kindergarten within its campus grounds. Our first intake is in 2011.

The curriculum will be based on international best practices and research in early childhood education. It focuses on learning by doing. Besides literacy, numeracy and second language, the curriculum will include character education."

huhuhuhuhuu.
should i consider?
maybe.

2010-03-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

went to catch alice in wonderland with the usuals.
but its kinda different without desmond.
no bubble tea!! lolx.

uncle quickly come back okay?
then we will go to your favourite colourful ferris wheel & cupwalker.
((:

anyway love the red queen.
she forever & always with her screams & oversized head.
hahaz.

& the mad hatter is really mad? his mood kept changing one.
but totally love the dance at the end. its super cute la.
johnny depp marvellous seh. huhuhuhuhu.

not fergetting the chubby twins, tweedledee & tweedledum.
absolem, the shisha-ing caterpillar & the smoky cat.
arrgghhh... all the characters are adorable la.

2010-03-08T21:34:00.003+08:00

today is first day of term 4 & i miss school!!
now being in singapore, everything is back to square one.

anyway was chatting with renato.

Renato
CTM asked to Justin who is your teacher this time
then he replied teacher Aisyah

Syahh
hahaz
buang that boy
i think he still dont know that i go back singapore already
awwww
miss the boys so much

Renato
maybe

haiz.
april faster come please.
Q-U-I-C-K-L-Y.

2010-03-07T20:55:00.005+08:00

nerd, me, kakak, fi, wee, wei & ray. so sad ben couldnt make it. )):

monkey & britney!!

bagpack still sleepy!!

LOLO so happy cause talked with LOLA already.

send kakak off.
it was just 2 weeks ago we sent her off to singapore.
now its back to yangon again.

its okay.
waiting for april to come.
kakak, fretsie & renato. woohooooo!!

then it will be the union's journey to yangon.
how nice.
((:

and when i saw the chocolate, i just couldnt stop smiling.
fun size snacks for fun size people. hahaz.
though the union are all in singapore, but i definitely miss all the laughter & fun we had over at 05-05.

2010-03-06T09:32:00.002+08:00

BACK...

a goodbye isnt that painful.
unless youre never going to say hello again.

miss my P5 so much.

RVi Academy

the laughter we shared

"teacher my tears nearly to drop" lolx

and misses can be turn to pleasure.
cause its a day closer to the next time we will meet.
just like how the reunion of the union has finally come. ((:

even after 15 weeks.
they still cant let me go.
haiyo.
howhowhow.
buyong totally.

2009-11-26T04:58:00.000+08:00

to all muslims.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA in advance.

((:

2009-11-25T23:41:00.001+08:00

NOVEMBER 26, 2009
TO
MARCH 5, 2010

2009-11-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

LOVELOVELOVE.
HUGS. KISSES. MISSES.
TAKE CARE.

"syah temankan aku.. syah temankan aku.. syah temankan aku"

im so going to miss that phrase every night. hahz. kakak you better be a good girl & jangan angry2. cause you can no longer happy2 picit my number just to rant okay?

seiring waktu berlalu
tangis tawa dinafasku
hitam putih dihidupku
jalani takdirku

andai bisa ku mengulang
waktu hilang dan terbuang
andai bisa ku kembali
hapus semua pedih

2009-11-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

a super advance birthday wish to those that will be celebrating their birthday on the month of december, january & lovely february.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!

december babies:
to the one & only dearest boy, iffan isman. stay funny & cute always. have fun when school starts. ((:
to my belacan lil sister, syafiqah ismail. stay with your current height & stop growing. hahz.

january baby:
to ayahku yang sungguh handsome, ismail sudi. work is work but dont forget to rest. stay handsome always & take care. lovelovelove.

february babies:
to my super skinny eldest brother, isman ismail. may you & family be filled with happiness & lovelovelove. ouhh not forgetting. A BABY GIRL TOO. or why not twins!! girl & boy. hehz.
to the rest - hong xin, poh geok, anqi, qingmin, kylicia & chin soon. have fun on the special day & all the best in your future endeavours.

90210 at 0955.

2009-11-23T01:13:00.001+08:00

nenek emo-ing. hahz.

aunt, fizza, syahh, aim, uncle

thankfully everything went well.
((:

when ayah mentioned my name.
my eyes gerimis sekejap.

typical me.
hahz.

anyway what ibu & ayah trying to do is so the zaman hitam putih.
& ms hafizah yang paling cantik, paling manis, paling seksi & paling baik is definitely enjoying the moment of torture that was initially meant for her!!

:p

2009-11-11T00:46:00.001+08:00

what if one day i forgot everything?
hahz.

2009-11-06T02:38:00.006+08:00

an article from Anis magazine.

alangkah kecewanya anak2 jika mereka tahu bahawa semakin fasih mereka berkata, semakin mereka tidak difahami oleh ibu bapa. semakin mereka cuba bersuara, apa yang dibalas hanyalah kata2 yang mengundang binasa. makin anak2 meningkat remaja, mereka makin berahsia dengan ibu bapa. ceria di luar, diam membatu di rumah sendiri.

in short the conclusion is.
makin betul kata, makin salah makna.

wordswordswords.
chose the wrong words & watch how easy it discourage a person.
fall.falling.fallen.fell.

i guess at times people forgot how powerful words are.
without realising they use it to blame, disgrace, accuse, complain, label & judge others.
not intentionally but accidentally.

2009-10-20T00:07:00.016+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE DEAR BOY DESMOND QUEK!!

anyway been staying at home drama-ing.

doa & karunia is the continuation of manohara

i want to watch ketika cinta bertasbih 1 & 2!! if only dude harlino wasnt busy shooting other drama. he will be the main actor seh. nvm at least he still act in KCB2. hmm dude harlino boleh tahan handsome eh? hehz.

2009-10-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

journey to pontian was very very very long.
but still it was fun.
((:

2009-10-05T20:54:00.001+08:00

compiled all the raya photos.
outing with ayah's side, 1st day, 2nd day & when partners came over.
lovelovelove. ((:

2009-09-20T03:52:00.004+08:00

to all muslims.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.
have a great time with all your dearest.

ayahku yang sungguh handsome. ((:

2009-09-17T01:57:00.003+08:00

people pretend who they really are.
so that they can be someone else.
be it becoming a better person or worst.
right now, im not sure of anything anymore.
felt suffocated by something.
mungkin ada silapnya?
but with the innumerable harsh realities, its better not to know.
there wont be hurt.
not having to go through agony & tears.
enough is never enough.
many words said in jest & games played.
trying to understand would be pointless.
am resistant to the words & ways of apologizing.
promised to forgive but not forget.
in the end what was accomplished & mended?
N-O-T-H-I-N-G
so what if i failed.
alright i really failed.
i failed i failed i failed.
at least i have the courage to fail big,
stick around & most importantly,
im still smiling. ((:

2009-09-12T02:48:00.006+08:00

sayang vs kasih vs cinta

translate...

dear vs affection vs love

dear - darling, cherished.
affection - liking, amity, friendship. fondness for others that is enduring and tender, but calm.
love - predilection, warmth, passion, adoration. romantic feelings for another person.

timetakestime.
untilwesayournexthello.
pleasetakeextragoodcareofyourself.

2009-09-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

taken from yihao's blog.

... you just want to break down and cry and lean on someone yet you do not want anyone to know that you are not alright and let them worry about you. Strong? I'm just acting tough.

P-R-E-T-E-N-T-I-O-U-S-N-E-S-S
everyone had their moments.

2009-08-23T23:38:00.007+08:00

"betol betol betol."

hahz.
they are super duper funny & absolutely cute.

2009-08-22T00:26:00.004+08:00

to all muslim!
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN.
((:

2009-08-17T01:49:00.004+08:00

iswandee as CENDOL
fizza as TEPUNG
syahh as KICAP
fiqqah as BELACAN

2nd bro actually got a nickname also but its not food related.

later ibu & ayah got check-up.
so tepung is in charge of waking me up.
shes definitely excited about the task cause she got the green light to use water as her prop.

2009-08-07T22:58:00.002+08:00

"Seriously. I hate your attitude seriously. Teach your children some manners ! As well as YOU ! Back off &*#@$ !"

with or without late presence.
things still never change.
still the same old problem.

2009-07-29T23:22:00.003+08:00

CADBURY HOT CHOCOLATE TASTE LIKE MILO!! I WANT MY HERSHEY'S MILK CHOCOLATE BACK!!

ouhh and i sooo want to watch UP!!
like exciting seh.
russell damn cute.

2009-07-19T02:16:00.004+08:00

okay.
i need to find myself a chauffeur badly.
who want to volunteer?

bought a bag for elder sister as an advance birthday gift.

no worries la.
what matter most is you like the bag.

another thing.
MAT TINGKAP MARRIED!!
hahz.

no more intai2-ing kat anak dara orang eh.
good for you.
((:

when are the rest of my elder siblings getting married?
hurryhurryhurry!
more nephews & nieces for me please!

2009-07-16T23:57:00.014+08:00

anyway after so long now then i get to know.
FI JOINS IMAGINE CUP!!
proud of him la. ((:

“Infusion" had emerged as the champion of the Embedded Category in the Singapore Round of the competition.

“Infusion” will face 19 other teams from countries like Japan, United Kingdom, United States of America and Canada in the Embedded Category.

Their project sought to reduce the overall cost of the The Patient Controlled Analgesia (PCA) system. The PCA system helps to manage the operation of an infusion pump system to allow for intelligent patient controlled delivery of analgesics such as epidural using a high performance Windows CE based computing platform. “Infusion” developed a lower cost embedded solution which leverages on an Ebox 4300 based system.

Team leader said “We were disappointed when we did not win the software category of the competition so we were ecstatic to win the Embedded category. We’ve been busy these past few weeks fine-tuning our system, beefing up our knowledge and presentation skills.”

Expectations will be high following NYP’s “Trail Blazers” which won the Embedded Development category in the prestigious Microsoft Imagine Cup 2008 held in Paris in July last year. The team impressed the judges with their Environmental Monitoring System (EMS), a low-cost, self-sustaining environmental monitoring robotic system that gives high-quality environmental data in real time.

2009-07-13T22:39:00.005+08:00

yesterday went out to eat.
cause ayah suddenly wants to eat western.
went to fish n chicks next to ssc.

pineapple juice(ayah), blue lagoon(syahh), sunrise beach(fizza), pinkys(fiqqah), mango fruitips(ibu), mango tango(aim)

close-up of my blue lagoon.

ibu & ayah

being the youngest. pampered sia. want to eat also ayah cut for her first. tsktsktsk.

my cajun dory. doesnt look nice right? but actually very very nice.

end the post with a nice photo.

2009-07-02T00:24:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO POHSIEW!!
((:

anyway.
happy advance birthday to you (July 3).
happy advance birthday to yong sheng(July 7).

2009-06-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IBU!!

bought for her a bonia bag.
hopefully she like it.

andandand.
being ibu's special day, ayah help ibu cook!!
romantic la katekan.

which is funnier?
cadbury or
heineken?

2009-06-16T16:47:00.007+08:00

Lost in Translation

When a woman says… She really means…
We need to talk… I’m upset or have a problem
We need… I want
I’m sorry… You’ll be sorry
It’s your decision… As long as I agree
I’m not upset… Of course I’m upset!
You’ll have to learn to communicate… Just agree with me
Do you love me?… I want something expensive

What he says… What he means
Can I help with dinner… Why isn’t it already on the table
Take a break, honey… I can’t hear the TV over the vacuum cleaner
It’s interesting, darling… Are you still talking?
We don’t need material things to prove our love… I forgot our anniversary again
You know how bad my memory is… I just forgot
I heard you… I don’t have a clue what you said, but you can stop talking now

In conclusion
Men Don’t Listen and Women Can’t Read Maps
Men Don’t Have A Clue and Women Always Need More Shoes
Men see things in a box, Women see them in a round room
Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus

If he hurts you
Stay silent.
When things go wrong
Walk away and let him get bored.
Then later on
Inquire in a kind gentle tone.

Be grateful of what you have
And don’t dwell on what you don’t.
Let him know you stand by him
Even when he’s poor don’t complain and encourage hope.
Do things for him from your heart
Only this will bring about a lasting change.

Men feel insincerity
Men feel when you love them
And they feel when you hate them.
So try to love them and forgive them
Despite the desire to fight.

So don’t argue back
Just leave the room even though you know you are right.
Remember good deeds aren’t always easy to do
And doesn’t come without suffering and hard work from you.

2009-06-12T15:08:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO BUY NEW SHOES!!

i think the above shoes are nice.
iwantiwantiwant.

2009-06-09T17:31:00.004+08:00

i feel like buying the twilight series books.
but if i buy the books.
i will go bankrupt.

2009-05-30T17:16:00.004+08:00

"Adam dan Aidil tak sama. Kalau kita berikan air pada pokok yang ini, berbunga. Kalau disiram banyak mana pada pokok yang satu lagi tu, takkan berbunga. Malah jadi layu. Sebab dia perlukan tanah kering untuk hidup subur. Dia perlukan matahari, tapi kita beri air..."(Hajjah Khadijah)

"Tiada istilah kahwin paksa dalam Islam."(Aidil)

"Ini hidup Adam, hak Adam..."(Adam)

"Apa yang awak mahukan dari seorang isteri..."(Nur Amina)

dialogs from the drama NURKASIH
seems like a very nice show.
i cant wait.

2009-05-27T23:46:00.005+08:00

came across an article.

"five steps of dealing with loss: denial, anger, bargaining, depression and, finally, acceptance. dont be too hard on yourself if you get down now and then.

on the other hand, try not to dwell on anger or bitterness. take care of your physical and emotional health by exercising, eating well and surrounding yourself with positive and supportive people. and make sure you start each day with a plan. a sense of purpose and accomplishment will go a long way in making you feel better."

2009-05-26T22:49:00.004+08:00

hmm still can afford la $1,200 for 4months expenses.
but there goes my bursary money.
and buying of new phone.

2009-05-16T23:49:00.003+08:00

life had been a CHEERLESS, NONSTOP CYCLE OF TOIL AND EXHAUSTION!!

cheerless probably not.
but nonstop cycle of toil and exhaustion definitely a yes.
agreeagreeagree?

2009-05-04T22:49:00.004+08:00

team tango

team mambo

love lacey & tony from team mambo. (1st couple in pink)
as for team tango, love them as a group.
((:

2009-05-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

IM ADDICTED TO LOCOROCO!

i think its better than patapon.
the songs are all so cute and the MUIMUI(s) too.
((:

2009-04-18T20:49:00.003+08:00

badminton with pg, ang and ivan.
overall it was great.
laughter for the whole of 2 hours and smacking each other.

pg

ang

ivan

2009-04-06T18:13:00.002+08:00

black, white and fluorescent yellow.
very nice colour combination indeed.
so loving it.

ouhh another thing.
even if dad wants to cook chili crab, bone steak and black pepper prawns.
i still want to go eat my western.

2009-04-04T17:43:00.001+08:00

Tobias: "What's your name?"
Man : "F*ck you."
Tobias: "Middle initial?"

im done reading a book by sandra brown.
the switch.
niceee.

2009-03-16T23:16:00.001+08:00

went out with elder sister on saturday.

bought for ibu a shawl also.
forgot to take a picture of it though.

lastly an unglam photo of elder sister.
hahaz.
jangan marah uh.

2009-03-11T13:58:00.003+08:00

i dont like jelita ending.
how come jelita not with bayu?
why she end up with erlangga?

2009-02-24T23:45:00.001+08:00

Main Entry: EXPOSE

Part of Speech: verb

Definition: reveal, subject to danger

Synonyms: advertise, air, bare, betray, brandish, broadcast, crack, debunk, denude, dig up, disclose, display, disport, divulge, endanger, exhibit, feature, flash, flaunt, give away, hazard, imperil, jeopardize, lay bare, leak, leave open, let cat out of bag, make known, make liable, make vulnerable, manifest, open, open to view, parade, peril, present, prove, publish, put in harm's way, put on view, report, risk, show, show off, smoke out, spill, streak, tip off, trot out*, unclothe, uncover, unearth, unfold, unmask, unshroud, unveil

Antonyms: conceal, cover, guard, hide, protect, save, shield

6 letters that made up the 1 word to describe your situation now.

2008-12-27T17:32:00.000+08:00

original. dreamy. vintage.

blending of images.

2008-12-01T15:47:00.005+08:00

hmm.
boyy birthday coming.
buy him a new drum set or organ-piano?

2008-11-24T12:04:00.007+08:00

yesterday berita harian.

tidak semua pelajar MELAYU-ISLAM sesuai bersekolah di madrasah.

Dr Yaacob: Hanya untuk mereka yang berkeupayaan dalam UKHRAWI dan DUNIAWI.

2008-11-22T22:14:00.004+08:00

maybe you would like to think twice before making your final decision.
i know its hard to forgive and forget.
but i believe hes trying his best to change.
both of you do take good care alright.
((:

2008-11-20T23:53:00.003+08:00

was having lesson when i recevied a message.

Haf u read ___ _____ blog? E prob reveals. F*cking asshole 3rd party!

unbelievable.
speechless.

U been pestering him to leave me and be wid u. u didnt even mind my _____

hope both of them are doing well.

2008-11-17T19:26:00.003+08:00

i wont ask you to stay strong and never give up.
cause its easier said than done.
nor will i say that i understand how you feel cause i will never understand.
just by looking, listening and reading what you are going through or had gone through and experience it myself is two different thing.

now all thats left for me to say is that.

on behalf of 764, im sorry cause we were never there for you.
im sorry cause we always had been giving you a hard time.
it break my heart whenever i read those words about letting go.

but what right i have to stop you even if it would be the last thing that i want see happening.
so no matter what i still respect your decision.
((:

2008-11-06T21:43:00.003+08:00

SHE MISSES HER DARLING IFFAN

2008-10-16T17:08:00.003+08:00

(credits to his abah & umie)
Why are we always trying to pose for the best posture for the camera, when we know we can never change reality? Why are we always trying to buy that smile, when we know that we are just smiling for a photo? What’s the use of projecting a photogenic image when the smile will be gone with the memory? Being someone who doesn’t bother to pose when taking a photo is better, for that is the most natural shot and also, the happiest. Photogenic is just an incentive.

2008-09-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

story extracted from a friend blog. ((:

Few years back, Sam had always have eyes on Danny. Its not long only then Danny felt what Sam had always felt for him. Sam was the happiest girl in the world the day Danny had his lips on Sam's right cheek. It was also the day they were together for almost 7 years.

7 years after the two lovebirds were together, terrible accident happen. On the way home from celebrating their 7 years, there marks Danny's worst day of his entire life. Danny drove only at a 90km/h. The sports-car-fan cares so much for Sam that he drove at very slow speed when he goes at 200km/h when he's alone.

Exiting the highway, he stopped for the red light. His car was the only one at the junction and not even a single vehicle on the other side. Being extremely careful, looking left for incoming cars although its green. Going very slow, he thought no vehicle will be on his way. But little that his expected, a fast moving vehicle approaches from behind his Mitsubishi Evo8. Think about it, a fast moving vehicle approximately moving at 150km/h approaches a car moving at 90km/h from behind. What happens next, is all up to individuals to imagine. What i can say, its horrible.

Sam was lying in the middle of the road while Danny was stuck in the car. Danny with his blurred vision saw the vehicle that bang them was very familiar. Looks like his best friends car. But he doesn't care about it, what he cares is all about the love of his life lying in the middle of the road.

"V ROOM..!" It was a hit-and-run accident. The other vehicle was trying to escape. Moving quite fast with its dented hood towards Sam. Danny can't do anything as he was stuck in the car. What happens next? Its rather obvious.

Opening the eyes slowly, Danny then realise his family was all around him. In the hospital. The only words that came out from his mouth, was no other that Sam's name. But no reply was given to him.

Days later, Danny thought Sam was still alive and tried calling her many times but nobody was no longer using that number. Being so anxious, he went to her house but still. Change of owners. He then came to the conclusion that she left him as he was unable to walk again.

Days, weeks, months later. He met his best friend's girlfriend by accident. There began another love story for him. He brought the girl to the exact same place he used to bring Sam. What he did was exactly the same only when he tried to have his lips on her right cheek. Somehow, there was like a forcefield preventing him to do so. And so, he kissed her on the left cheek.

From that day onwards, Danny somehow felt weird. Every time he takes his new girlfriend for a ride and wanted to speed, a voice kept telling him to slow down. Every time he wants to dash for the green light, the same voice tells him to look left. Its like whatever he do, voices kept telling him to do things that he will do to Sam.

Months later, Danny saw his new girlfriend went out with his ex-boyfriend which was his best-friend. He was so furious that he wanted to make her in the state as him. There's always a 'but' to his negative actions. The same voice from the past months told him a straight no. This time round, hes body was like being forced to go home. Lying down on his bed, he kept thinking what to do, and soon he felt asleep. There he dream.

In his dream, he was in his girlfriend's eyes. The situation in his dream was totally a twist to what he saw. He saw his girlfriend was just having a drink with his best-friend and nothing more.

This happens a couple of times days later.

Little that he know, he was being 'timed'.

One fine day, he brought his girlfriend for a ride. On the same route, when he send Sam home for the last time. At the exact same spot, everything seems to be the same. Everything. Even the accident. EVERYTHING.

Yes, he was stuck in the car again but this time he was totally unconscious.

During that period of time, he 'met' with Sam. This was what Sam told him,

"Remember that day Danny? I was lying in the middle of the road? Yeap. I was unable to move, i thought you had your last breath there. I wanted to go over to you but sadly... YOUR BEST FRIEND MURDERED ME !! He and his girlfriend went over me. Now you see me in one piece but the day i was brought to the hospital, i was in two. They murdered me Danny, THEY MURDERED ME! But now what can i do? Nothing. The only thing i can do is just to watch for you my love. Remember that voice in our head? Sounds familiar huh? yea, it was me. Although that bit** ran over me, i still care for you so much. I want you to love her the way you love me. That explains what you kept doing the same thing you did to me. Enough said. Oh yea! And do you still remember the day you saw her and your best friend together? And you had a dream they were just having a drink? Well, i kinda made it up for you. I never want you to make her a vegetable. *giggles. I just want you to be happy. Well time's up. Do takecare of yourself Danny. I will always remember you..."

Fades away from him.

He opens his eyes big. Again, he was in the hospital. With his family surrounding him. Again. Well this time, he didn't mention his girlfriend's name. Instead, 'Sam'. The next day, he found out his best-friend was dead. He was the one that banged him on the second time. A cat has 9 lives but his best-friend, maybe just one. And his girlfriend or that bit**, was in a state like Sam when she was brought to the hospital. Yes, into two piece.

Danny thought Sam left him, but little did he know, Sam was taking good care of him all the while.

2008-09-13T23:12:00.003+08:00

pocketful of sunshine.
by natasha beddingfield.
prefer the acoustic version to the studio.

2008-09-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

seorang yang kita fikir adalah milik kita
ternyata bukan benar-benar milik kita
kita memiliki hati dan cintanya
tapi kita tidak akan pernah memiliki jalan hidupnya

aku merasa ada yang hilang
tanpa tahu apa yang sudah ku temukan
aku merasa menemukan
tanpa tahu apa yang aku cari
dan aku seperti masih mencari
tanpa tahu apa yang sudah hilang

manusia memiliki mimpi
ada yang mengejar dan mewujudkannya
ada yang mundur dengan membuangnya
ada pula yang diam dan hanya menyimpannya sepanjang sisa hidupnya
dan aku akan menjadi manusia yang terakhir itu

2008-08-16T09:39:00.002+08:00

was reading Cleo magazine and saw this article...
staying awake for 18 hours without sleep has the same effect on your body as drinking about two glasses of wine. studies show that sleep deprivation can seriously affect one's ability to think clearly and accurately, and to move or react normally. long hours of insufficient sleep can lead to stress, which in turn results in anxiety, depression, and increase smoking and alcohol consumption. according to sleep council, the results of bad night's sleep vary from you being tense or even suffering from a headache, sore back or sore eyes.

anyway the super classic 'HE SAID, SHE SAID'
funny or what.
have a good laugh and enjoy.

HE : Can I buy you a drink?
SHE : Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE : Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE : Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE : I must've been given your share.

HE : Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE : And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make you very happy.
SHE : Why? Are you leaving?

HE : What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you already have one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all my life?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE : Is this seat empty?
SHE : Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you do for a living?
SHE : I'm a female impersonator.

HE : Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE : Do not enter.

HE : Your body is like a temple.
SHE : Sorry, there are no services today.

HE : If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE : If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

2008-07-30T14:10:00.001+08:00

septic shock.
gram negative bacteraemia.

year 1963.
63 years old.
639PM.
C163.

was it coincidence or theres meaning behind it?

I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone
From the beginning to the end.

He noted that first came the date of her birth
And spoke of the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.

For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth
And now only those who loved her
Know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not, how much we own,
The cars, the house, the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard;
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left
That can still be rearranged.

If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real
And always try to understand
The way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger
And show appreciation more
And love the people in our lives
Like we've never loved before.

If we treat each other with respect
And more often wear a smile,
Remembering that this special dash
Might only last a little while.

So when your eulogy is being read
With your life's actions to rehash
Would you be proud of the things they say
About how you spent your dash?

begitulah aku belajar
tentang hidup, tentang cinta,
tentang berani menghadapi
dan berani melepaskan.

dari sebuah perjalanan
yang menjadikan matahari,
bulan, bintang, langit,
awan dan hujan.

semuanya tidak akan pernah sama lagi
begitu juga dengan yang menjadikan hidup masing-masing
pelakunya juga
tidak akan pernah sama lagi

2008-07-02T12:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POH SIEW!!
((:

okie today was slacking at LT1 while waiting for ooad lecture.
while waiting, TRI went to KS blog.
guess what we saw.

ouhh.
below are some pictures taken on sunday.
celebrating ibu's birthday and parents 26th anniversary.

LOADS OF LOVE IS IN THE AIR

p.s.
mother receive 6 boxes of presents sia.
big boxes still.
cool or what.

2008-06-22T13:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAN YING!
((:

2008-06-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

chalet chalet chalet.
had a great time.
((:

shane play cheat when play uno.
grr.
not fair not fair.

also thanks to an auntie bicycle i have a mother & father.
mother YH & father rafi.

love you both la.
hahz.

2008-06-17T12:20:00.001+08:00

its been two weeks abg man and family stayed with us.
it has been loads of fun with them around.
now is time for iffan gallery.

2008-06-08T12:47:00.002+08:00

iffan is the lil mat in red.
he so cute seh.
here are some of the pictures.

2008-04-27T11:52:00.005+08:00

went for my very first french lecture.
it was interesting.
and so was the song, face à la mer.

2008-04-23T11:56:00.002+08:00

new timetable out.
& shane is the new class rep.
so what shall we do?

lets all pray that he will need to do loads of stuff and have no time to study.
therefore hes gpa will drop.
((:

2008-04-08T02:35:00.001+08:00

i am so screwed.
lil sister is seriously scaring me to death.
omgomgomg.

just hope that IT would go away.
therefore lil sister will no longer scare me.
and i will be more peaceful.

ouhh.
found this at roses blog.
funny sia.

Ron : Hello! Dad? I am in Norway and I need two thousand dollars.
Moses : I can't hear you.
Ron : Can I have two thousand dollars?
Moses : I can't hear you.
Telephone operator : I can hear him clearly. He wants $2000.
Moses : Then you lend him the two thousand dollars.

2008-03-22T17:39:00.001+08:00

gosh.
guys obviously have problems with their ego and pride.
no matter what, they just choose to refuse the fact.

i wonder.
how much does one pound of their male chauvinistic ego and pride worth.
they are just overbearing.

2008-03-13T15:18:00.004+08:00

step up 2: the streets is now in the cinemas.
at last.
like finally.

2008-02-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

today received my belated present from mum and lil sister.
very cute.
and thank loads.

other than the present.
big sister bought chocolate and cookies from CANDY EMPIRE
nice sia.

anyway tomorrow start of our exams.
good luck to all.
((:

2008-02-13T17:07:00.001+08:00

at 1705 the very first baby of the ISMAIL's family was born.
its a boy named isman ismail!!
yay.

list of february babies

3 february
hong xin HAPPY BIRTHDAY

10 february
kylicia HAPPY BIRTHDAY

13 february
abg man
poh geok
anqi
qingmin

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL

16 february
chin soon

february is LOVE-D.
yeahh.
((:

2008-02-05T14:46:00.002+08:00

was damn worried about her cause she kept crying non-stop.
& dad was suppose to work today but due to iqah's incident he stayed home.
another thing, no worries little sister, i will definitely sign my name on your cast.

2008-01-01T15:26:00.001+08:00

took some tests for my psychology tutorial.

Results of Your IQ Test

IQ Score = 116/180

What does your score mean?

Way to go! Your performance on the test was well above the population average. Typically, people with scores in this range perform very well academically, can relatively easily make it through university and generally achieve success in life.

http://www.psychtests.com/tests/iq/classical_iq_r2_access.html

Results of Your Emotional IQ Test

Your score = 80/180

What does your score mean?

There's some bad news and some good news. The bad news is that your Emotional IQ is low. In a practical sense, this means that you are not reaching your full potential. Now for the good news: by learning and practicing new skills and more effective ways of dealing with people, you can significantly improve your EIQ.

http://www.psychtests.com/tests/iq/emotional_iq_r2_access.html

anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all.
have a great year of 2008.
((:

2007-12-18T12:15:00.002+08:00

the photos are actually taken on sunday,16 december.
celebrating iffan's belated birthday(5 december) and iqah's advance birthday(28 december).
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

p.s.
enlarge the photo and look what are both my sisters doing.
hahaz.
great minds thinks alike

2007-11-15T09:45:00.002+08:00

fell asleep near the door.
mum open door and...BANG!!
the door hit my head.

2007-10-12T07:47:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN in advance.

2007-09-13T09:36:00.005+08:00

TO ALL MUSLIMS
SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN!!
((:

2007-07-07T12:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAP YONG SHENG

i dont even know actually i got save his birthday at my phone.
was shock when i got the reminder.

2007-07-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to you.

i never forget what day it is today.
happy wishes in your future endeavors.

2007-06-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

people do really change no matter how much they denied it.
its either change for the better or for the worst.
i dont know if he change for the better or for the worst.

but from what i see, and its only my interpretation which obviously may be wrong is hes getting worst.
maybe it was just me.
not knowing that hes actually the way he is now.

disappointed definitely.

2007-03-24T06:23:00.002+08:00

can anyone solve this maths question?
i cant.
had been cracking my brain until i feel like my brain going to damage soon.

AA+AB=ABC
what does A=?, B=? and C=?
answers are between 0 to 9 inclusive

2007-03-16T15:31:00.004+08:00

you left me wondering
do you hate me so much that you have to ignore me?
so im not forgiven then?

i wish to be alone but seriously who likes to be alone
like others at times i too need someone by my side
but who will be there when i really need that someone

2007-03-03T17:23:00.002+08:00

have this thought of mine ever cross y'all mind?

human beings..
people..
strangers..

whatever you call them
but they are just someone who you dont know their background or whatsoever
just sneak into your life

and you just accept them
even dare to call or give them the status
FRIEND

have you ever thought who they really were
when they out of nowhere appear into your life
and without thinking twice what you did was just accepting them

have you even thought what this FRIEND is capable of doing
is this FRIEND going to harm you
or is this FRIEND going to be your true friend in the future

is this FRIEND going to make your life miserable
or is this FRIEND going to brighten up your life

so with the questions given what will be the answer in the end
FRIEND? or FOE?
you decide.