Monday, April 26, 2010

"but I never told you
what I should have said
no I never told you
i just held it in"


thinking about when would the next hello be was anguishing.
when slowly the memories come back to life,
remembering those simple things would drop a tear.

someone would ALWAYS leave.
time would make it easier?
so one bear hug before parting, bidding goodbye.

at times like this, it was nice to be alone.
not having to smile & look pleased.
a relief to stare dejectedly at anything.

the faint taste of goodbyes.
go.going.gone.


2:31 PM

Monday, April 19, 2010

used to look forward to the day, but now... mixed feelings.
the goodbye will be painful.
the misses will not be a pleasure.

everything will be in doubt.
U-N-C-E-R-T-A-I-N-T-Y.
never know if we will say our next hello.


1:32 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010



kudos to st pats military band & the alumni band.
but double kudos to st stephens brass band.


1:52 PM